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Yes ive heard the song for today.
KSM is garbage. And yes i had been forced into that song before too. Branch to some interesting fusion genre or something. I prefer post-hardcore or folk. But you choose.

And no bonus points for you. Alyssa even agrees. And Alyssa never agrees.

SSOTD- Wonderless- Pierce the veil
And i'd imagine you've never heard it before.

Lost Year

Hold on to the way we started
How it all should have gone
Somewhere love was disregarded
And it all came undone
Undone

Cuz nothings a breeze
We suffer we bleed
For two hearts to beat as one
We learn as we go
At least now we know
Something we can't become
Become

If a talk could really solve this
What are we fighting for?
Words hurt more then they arm us
Don't say anymore
Anymore

Cuz nothings a breeze
We suffer we bleed
For two hearts to beat as one
We learn as we go
At least now we know
Something we can't become
Become

Oh for a year we were strong and courageous
But we lost it somehow
Oh if there was something that could have saved us
We'd have found it by now

Cuz nothings a breeze
We suffer we bleed
For two hearts to beat as one
We learn as we go
But at least now we know
Something we can't become
Become

Theres no luck
In our lives
No living under starlight
No sight
In your eyes
To keep us from running around in circles anymore
Whoaaa

Hold on to the way we started
How it all should have gone


Lost Year- Mutemath

If you wanna pick songs and work off my quote idea ill just pick songs that stomp yours :)

oh yeah

I forgot all about the full moon last night. That might explain some things huh??? lol

Good to know.

The talk happened last night. More than i expected. Idk sometimes things happen and we dont know why. But i honestly think we are past everything ready to move forward. Saw ethan last night. I really wish that kid would get his life straight because right now its fucked up man.... Trevors fine. I know where he was. He was going to stay there. Theres been no outburst of info poured to me this morning so he'll be fine. Glad to know i have the best laurens voice by the way. I told you i did.

Update number one

Why im up at 8 when i didnt go to bed till 2 is amazing to me. Only one up. But that doesnt suprise me. It didnt help at all to find out yesterday that paige didnt like her coming over at all. And did her best to keep me occupied so theyd get here before me. Which worked. So score one for paige. Idk. I guess its just hard for her to realize that we arent where we were before. My feelings arent back to where they were. And i think its beggining to make this trip rather awkward. So we'll see.

This blog was strictly an update so therefore it recieves no gold stars or quotes.

Excitment.... Trick please. I just spontaneously combusted on the inside.

Idk whats up with the title.

I'm going to be blunt and say this only once. Dont ask for an expanation. I dont like the new background. Im sorry. It just doesnt suit your personality at all. I just dont think grafitti is exactly the background for someone who corrects text grammar. So theres my opinion there.

Pat called today when I was with Paige. I ignored the call. Nothing nice to say.

Still not excited but apparently your brother is. He doesnt get to go to his warped tour in atlanta tomorrow and he isnt even bummed about it. I love that kid. And i am in fact happy to say that i am finally excited for you to come. But only for him. You do what you want.... Trick...

Ive set up a new "home office" It gives me a feeling of importance and i finally get some alone time before midnight :)

QOTD-(Insert Here)
Gold Star- Whoever figures our pleasants dillemas first! lol just kidding pleasant. just kidding.

If you arent dead then it wasnt a mistake, it was life.

Today was decent. Prepping this mullet. Went and got a part for the truck. Really enjoyed camp today. Im enjoying getting to spend time with paige again :). Idk what to say. The closer this weekend gets the more im dreading it. I think im just worried it'll just be a continuation of the last time i saw you. I dont ever want to feel like that again.
My aunt stole 500 dollars from the college account my grandma made for me when i was little. So now i dont have enough money to buy books. But i dont guess that matters much as long as you pay your ELEVEN YEAR OLDS CELL PHONE bill right??? Rot in hell bitch. When my grandma dies and I never got to spend any time with her because of the things you were worried id hear i am going to publically blame you and expose you for the fake ass fraud you are. Youre robbing me of my grandmother and my grandmother of her life. I hope the bed gets colder as you grow older because youre going to grow old alone. I just hope your daughter robs you of as much joy as you have robbed your mother of.

QOTD-When the world breaks down around you, stand braced, youre only in the eye of the storm.
Gold Star- Mom for sticking up for me today.

these cuts that i've caused are never to deep to heal peel back the bandage, see a scar from countless, careless things

Why does everyone hear that shes coming and instantly assume that we'll be dating soon. To be real her coming is all im thinking about. But im not especially excited. Idk. Its been a while and i really dont know how to feel. its wierd and i dont especially like it. I dont get these sorts of feelings.

So camp was good today. Or at least my job was. Not really sure about the others to be honest.


QOTD- "Just because someone has something to say, doesnt make them worth listening to"

Gold Star- Paigeepoo:) for giving me my lunch date buddy back :) looking forward to bojangles tomorrow!

887 The past should stay dead.

tailored sheets cant cover up the mess you've made, the lies you've told, the things you've said, the accusations you made, The bitch you were, the lives we've led, the times i lost it, the times you lost it back, the fights that lasted way to long. But time seems to make the past haze over and fall into the fog, and even though its still there... It's easier to live with. And i think i'm ready to do that.

Sorry i havent written alot lately. some things have happened faster than im willing to log them. So now im catching up. Im done with milling. Im back to doing what i do best. The band thing. This is going to shock the shit out of you pleasant. But sarah is coming over this weekend. Shocked me too. But I think its for the best. Things have been getting better recently and i think we need a weekend to try and put the past behind us. And she thinks so too. So ill keep ya posted. Move in date... August 11th. Ready to do this. But scared to death to leave.

gold star- Mom, who is going to lose epically at our farmvilleing** competition.

QOTD-"first rule of leadership-- everything is your fault" a bugs life... That ones for you mizz pleasant.

Quote for today. Whatever day it is.

"A dream is a question you can't answer"-Jonny Craig