Really?

So i cant read your blog anymore? Thats green.

Diamond diamonds, are you all in the sky?

So yeah. Day 765. Its nice to talk to Trevor again. I missed getting to talk to him everyday. I would never tell him this cause i know it's what he wants but i dont want him to go to germany. But on the other hand. Im hanging out with suzanne on friday. I think we are going to downtown gville? Idk. Mikes leaving me so suzi told me she would be my wing. Im sure the conversations will be different though. lol. But that might actually be a good thing?

Your counting days on the back of your hand, You turned the pages till you had no more plans.

Its weeks like this that make you wanna give up. When you have 3 insane classes. And two not so insane ones just getting in the way. And they all want papers at the same time.... Makes you want to quit. But ya gotta push through.
Ill be going to florida this weekend and winston salem next weekend.
Sometimes it sucks to watch almost all of your friends slip off the edge of living the life. Ill be suprised to see alot of you finish. Not saying any names.

Song, Ice box, remake from there for tomorrow. Kinda how i feel now. Not crazy about it.

Day 782 and im starting to think about the end.

Looking at this i think that the world is set to end 2 days after i turn 21. So 780 days till im 21! Im starting to wonder now.... Is it really going to end. When you think of all the possibilities its hard to avoid the fact that it is possible. And it kinda creeps me out. But oh well. Im going to have the best 782 days possible. On with other things. Got a postcard from trevbo today that looked like it went through hell to make it to me. Being home all day i had alot of time to think about everything. All the momentos from shit we did last summer that are still in my wallet. And in his wherever his wallet happens to be. The last cigar ring. The ticket... Ahh what good times. A few shaky. But all in all i cant wait till you get home so we can crack a cold one, light up a cigar, and talk about the good times. And of course go to the waffle house at 3 in the morning! People here just dont see the importance of a meal at the waffle house and a game cigar. How that is my optimum setting for real conversations. And if they had any clue how much i missed it. Theyd be a little more understanding as to why i have to game cigars in my dresser. Just waiting. Get home soon trevbo. Miss you man.